i'm proud to say tht...i'm a guy in between being single and attached...PRO RITE? i know i know...xD
cos she nvr reply ma...so dunno counted anot...if u r blur aft readin till here...go and ask ppl abt wat happened...xD lazy explain la...
jus realised tht i'm not really sad when i actually msg her tht...mayb she changed so much tht i dun even know her anymore? or is it jus an excuse for me...i dunno...
but she did really changed a lot...so much tht i can barely think of reasons to think of her now...except blogging...xD
i used to hav thousands of reasons to think of her,miss her,tok to her,even luv her...but now...all these are being buried down tgt with her changes...she seems to be a stranger to me now...
when lots of ppl adviced me for breaking...i even tot of excuses for her so tht she wont be seen by others so badly...but now...jus think tht i was so silly bac then...i actually naively think tht she will get bac to the past...she will be the one i luved...but now...the one we seeing...is jus a stranger le...the one we knew had disappeared...dead or alive...oni she herself know...
cant blif tht i was so silly to be played by her within her control...i seemed to be like someone tht she will tok to oni when no one does and someone needed oni to entertain her and be with her for the time being...yes indeed she accompanied me sometimes too...but seeing the way she treats me...all these are nth man seriously...
she used to be the oni one with me when im down...but now...she is always the one tht made me down...she used to make me think tht im happy with her...but now...she is the one tht made me unhappy while im with her...she used to make me smile for no reason...but now...she is the one tht made my smile disappear with jus 1 sentence...
jus feel tht we shuld keep distant with each other for awhile...theres a limit to everyones' patience...given my impatient characteristics...my tolerance for u had long gone over my level le...pls dun take my luv for granted...
shall not tok abt her le...suddenly got a feeling like i speaking bhind her bac sia...LOL
thx guys for comforting, even though im not really sad...LMAO xD
LLLNYW wont fall so easily de hor...^^
special thx to: black face ryan fang yi audrey and lots and lots tht i lazy put...xD
i still luv u...jus tht i guess u r still not ready...mayb im still thinking excuse for u...but i guess i shall cntinue waiting ba...its my forte...i blif our fate is not tht short termed...life is as hard as solving of amaths problems i guess...LOLS
this is wat i watched when i asked for break...LOL
